Thousands of bodies lay strewn, battered, charred, and twisted, like a field of human brambles, drenched in poisonous red and black. Birds perched on misshapen limbs, pecked at warm intestines. Cloth flapped in the wind, rapid and short-lived, the final frantic beats of a heart. The screaming had stopped. The moans, whimpers, and prayers would continue till morning. It was a sight no being wished to see. Yumina had seen it, in one form or another, many times. Too many times. It was her sunset. It was as inevitable as night. Beliel smiled as he scourged the Silver Lady. She was tied to the trunk of a dead tree. Her back was a mass of blood and shreds of skin. Beliel counted cheerfully. “Nine.” The Silver Lady did not scream. Fates did not scream. The world was quiet except for the murmurs of the dying. Yumina turned away from Beliel and the Silver Lady. She had no words either. She ignored the pain in her muscles, in her bones, which urged her to rest, to give in. They were all there, of course, somewhere in that great expanse of death, all those who had not died in the palace. She walked stiffly. Her body was black. Her side still ached. “I have another chance,” she said as she sighed. She wished she didn’t have that chance. Similar destinies had been realized so often that they were wearing ruts in the tapestry. “One more chance.” She had no proof, except the sickness. Beliel had said that she had been born with Sankria and that she would die with Sankria. She would soon be dead. Yumina had heard a human say once-she couldn’t remember who; what were the use of individuals to her, back then?-that sometimes laughter was all that kept humanity from crying. Yumina wished she could laugh, because she had no tears to shed. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- An Improfanfic begun by Lady Brick Chapter 13-- “A Time to Weep and A Time to Laugh” By Stuart Lem ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- King Daric sat on his father’s throne, surrounded by those who wished to advise him. He needed no advice. “We mustn’t ally ourselves with the Lord of the Frozen Wastes,” Phair said politely. He bowed slightly, uselessly. His scholarly form impressed no one, but his voice was firm. He was a whisper heard clearly among chaos. “I agree,” Kindar said calmly. His hands were folded before him; he stood relaxed, but his eyes flared as he spoke. He was a burning bush. “There is no doubt that we need to respond to Corneria’s attack upon the very core of our nation, but necessity must not make us fools.” “War makes for strange bedfellows,” King Daric said, shrugging his shoulders. He looked from one to the other meaningfully. “So does death, but we don’t rush into that,” Phair said wryly. There was a brief silence, then Kindar began to speak. King Daric interrupted. He would say nothing new, nothing he wanted to hear. King Daric didn’t care if Sankrian blood filled the rivers, as long as Corneria’s flowed with it. Somewhere, he knew he shouldn’t think such things, but death seemed to mean so much and so little to him now. His brother and father-these deaths made him tremble whenever he considered them-but his own and others? He felt he was acquainted with death. He had met it before, sometime. “Why do men fear the darkness?” Daric asked. “Because, your Majesty, there is uncertainty in darkness,” Phair said. “One cannot see where he is going, or why. There is no security, only doubt. Light reveals many things.” “Darkness is cold and barren, King,” Kindar said. “There is no life, only the ashes of existence, only tortured thoughts without substance.” King Daric nodded. “Exactly. That is what I want Corneria to feel.” “That is most unwise,” the two High Priests said together. They grimaced, but did not look at each other. “Why?” Kindar and Phair looked at one another. Phair nodded, motioning Kindar to speak. “Once the Lord of the Frozen Wastes is done with Corneria, he will turn toward you,” Kindar said firmly. Daric laughed abruptly, a knife of humor through an armor of seriousness. “So what? I’m already lost and alone. He can’t touch me.” * * * * * Yumina remembered that day. She had tried to influence Daric, had tried to sway the branches of his World-Tree. The once straight, thick trunk-it was still thick-leaned darkly as if bowing. A disease, like dark moss, spread slowly along the trunk, along branches and leaves. The disease had begun the night his father and brother died. The tilt of the Tree itself, the bent…Yumina feared she had caused that. Daric had been through enough because she failed. She always failed. The whip snapped again and slashed through the Silver Lady’s skin. “Stop,” Yumina said suddenly. “Why?” Beliel asked. Yumina’s back was to him, but she knew he was smiling. How could he smile? Wasn’t he the evil one here? “Do you want to try your hand at it?” “No.” Beliel laughed then. “Have I ever told you that you’re beautiful, Yumina? Martyrdom becomes you.” Then again, the snap of the whip. “Seventeen,” sang Beliel. * * * * * What ever happened to happily ever after? Joy chuckled sadly into her mug. It wasn’t funny, really, but it was a joke. No, she didn’t believe that thought, but she felt as if she could right then. She was afraid to go home after what had happened at the ball, afraid to ask to see King Daric, afraid she had started a war no one would survive, afraid her body would shatter if she thought too much about the whole situation, and afraid the two men at the nearby table were eyeing her. At least she wasn’t afraid of getting drunk. She sat in a bar, drinking water. She hated bars. She hated them more than any other single establishment, because it reminded her of the worst parts of her father. But where else would she go when confronted with the worst parts of herself? She sat alone in the corner. She faced the window and watched the lethargic foot traffic pass by. It was afternoon, and thick rays of sunlight pierced the dusk of the bar. Dust shone in the air like magic powder. Joy wished she could leave her body and follow the rays. She was thin, but not that thin. She nursed her mug of water like hard ale and wiped her eyes whenever tears leaked out. Her side was pressed against the wall, her body compressed into a sliver of flesh. Her gray eyes watched two soldiers outside for the distraction it brought. They entered each building as they walked down the street as if looking for something. Happy endings don’t exist, she thought. Then, They do, they just don’t come easy. Or fast. Or how we expect them. She clung to that because it was hope-she didn’t know if her frame could survive under the weight of a world without hope. The two soldiers entered the bar. One stopped and began walking around the room slowly, his head turning from side to side. The other walked to the counter, tapped, and waited for the owner to turn. “Yes?” “We are looking for a girl named Joy,” the soldier said. Joy further compressed herself in the corner and leaned back to hide herself from the sun’s revealing eye. Her breathing came in short, panicked pants. She closed her eyes and imagined everyone was gone and she was alone. “I don’t keep track of everybody’s name,” the bartender said carelessly. “Joy’s a fairly unforgettable name.” “I get a lot of unforgettable people in here.” “So, you haven’t seen her?” “Don’t know.” The bartender leaned his elbows on the bar. “I’m tryin’ to tell you that not everyone just comes in and tells me their name. It’s not like they come in and say, ‘Hey, give me a drink,’ and I say, ‘Not till you give me your name. And add your place of residence, favorite color, and occupation while you’re at it.’” “I didn’t mean that at all,” the soldier said, bewildered. “Hey, think we have someone sick over here,” the second soldier called. “What?” the bartender and first soldier said. They rushed over to the corner and all stood staring at Joy. She gulped for air like a snagged fish. Her arms were wrapped around her narrow chest. There was silence for a moment. As one, the three men leaned closer. Joy opened one eye to look around, saw the three curious faces, then screamed and fainted. The three men looked at one another. “I’ll have what see was having,” said the second soldier. “Water it is, then,” the bartender said, stunned. He did not move. The first soldier turned to the second. “I think that’s her.” “Who?” “Joy.” “What? How can you tell?” The first soldier took a sheet of parchment from somewhere and slapped it against the other’s armor. “The description, remember?” “You didn’t give me a description,” the bartender said peevishly. “I could have helped you then.” The soldiers ignored him. “Read off the list,” the first soldier said. “Thin as a twig,” read the second soldier. The first soldier studied Joy. “Check.” “Gray eyes.” The first soldier opened one of her eyes with a finger. “Check.” “Shy.” “Sure. Why not? Check.” “Pleasant personality.” The two soldiers looked at one another. The first one shrugged. They turned to the bartender, who jumped in surprise at the their attention. “Well, she seemed pleasant enough, I guess.” The soldiers waited. The bartender opened his mouth, hoping to find what they wanted. The soldiers leaned forward. “Check,” he said. The soldiers nodded and turned back to the list. “Is that it?” “Guess so.” “It must be her then.” “Must be.” The second soldier threw Joy over his shoulder. “Thank you for all your help,” said the first soldier, and they left. * * * * * “Why are you just standing there?” Beliel asked. He turned from the Silver Lady and lowered his whip. “Aren’t you going to try to stop me?” “I’ve been trying,” Yumina said emotionlessly. She kept her back to him and stared into the setting sun. Even her anger, that burned like that orange sun when Beliel came near, even that seemed dead now. She was a shell, hollowed out by mistakes and failures and innocent blood. “Come, you want to take revenge on her for destroying your plans at the ball, don’t you?” She felt him before he touched her shoulder. She did not flinch, not outwardly. “It’s only natural.” “Natural?” Yumina asked coldly. “Your nature, not mine.” “A nation resembles its master,” Beliel said. “Yours seemed intent on destruction, but you’ve won, haven’t you? Daric’s dead, and Phair and Kindar.” “And Joy.” “Whatever,” Beliel said. He ran his fingers through Yumina’s hair. She stood rigidly, her arms crossed, and ignored it. He enjoyed her anger more than the feel of her hair. “But a remnant of Sankria still lives. My forces can take control, stamp out any disorder. You can salvage this.” “The Lord of the Frozen Waste brings peace and prosperity to Sankria!” Yumina said. “The criers will pronounce it in every street. They’ll set aside a day to worship you!” “I would hope so.” “I was being sarcastic,” Yumina said, hints of that old anger in her voice. “I wasn’t,” Beliel said seriously. “I’d bring order, Yumina. It is difficult to have servants and slaves in an anarchy.” “Go away, Beliel.” “Think about it,” he whispered in her ear. He kissed her neck. She ignored the pleasure of another’s touch. It reminded her that she was alone-she had never felt so alone as she did then. She heard Beliel walk away. Thick shadows devoured the land as the sun fell from the sky. It was so huge, Yumina thought it might be too heavy to ever come up again. The murmurs of the dying became indistinguishable from the wind. Yumina stood alone on a field she could not help but see as her own soul exposed for what it really was-futile, bloody, guilty, and dying. The whip cracked. “Twenty-five,” Beliel said. * * * * * Joy woke to find herself in a bed. It was warm beneath the covers, too warm, but she didn’t know if she should move. She didn’t recognize the ceiling. She turned her head, looking. She jerked to a sitting position when she found Prince-no, King, now, professed from her own mouth-Daric sitting in the chair beside the bed. “Y, your Majesty.” She stared at the bed sheets. Her hands clutched the sheets, shaking. “Hello, Joy.” His voice was odd, as if he couldn’t decide if he was happy or not. “I’ve been trying to find you.” A lance of joy pierced her heart. Did he love her? He had remembered her through all…all that. “Were you involved in the plot on the Royal House of Sankria?” She shook her head. She wanted to scream, “No!” with all the force of her soul, until everything within her gushed out in one complete, satisfied, unmistakable whole. It remained inside and ached. “Why were you not present when the poison was passed around?” “I had to leave,” was all she could say. “I had to leave because I was afraid you would hurt me,” she wanted to say. “Because you were too noble for me, too nice. Too much.” He paused. Joy remained staring at the covers. “Do you love me?” he asked solemnly. Joy’s head jerked up. He was looking at her intently, mechanically. She dropped her head. A tear ran down her face and she trembled. “Y, yes,” she whispered as if it were something holy. Or something unmentionably vile. She looked up slightly. Daric smiled sadly, like a man at the executioner’s block noticing a beautiful sunset. “I’m sorry,” he said. Then he stood and left. * * * * * “Why do you play with her?” the Silver Lady asked between blows. She breathed hard. One couldn’t bear that much pain and breathe easily. “You could have it all now.” “I want her.” “Why?” “Don’t think talking will save you from the scourging. Twenty-seven.” The streaks of fire blazed across her back. Canyons of fire flared across her body. “But why? Because she hates it. Because she’s the one thing I can’t have.” The Silver Lady laughed despite everything. She hated being a victim, hated the whip and Beliel’s careless attitude, hated Yumina who had caused it all-but the simplicity of his answer was absurd in the situation. “You’re a like a child, Beliel.” “I’ve heard humans say children are innocent,” he said. The whip cracked again and the flames exploded. “Twenty-eight.” He walked up close and studied his work. He ran a finger along the lines as if tracing a road on a map. “Children aren’t innocent. They’re demons in disguise until someone teaches them otherwise. Up for a few more?” The Silver Lady didn’t answer. Whatever she said would be heard as “Yes.” * * * * * “Are the troops and initiates assembled?” King Daric asked. He sat stiffly in his father’s-no, his-throne. He stared down the crimson carpet that stretched across the huge audience chamber. Swords of light pierced the darkness, and the room was a patchwork of light and shadow. Life was like that, Daric thought, a maze of joy and sorrow. Until night came, that is. Until night came. “They are waiting, your Majesty,” Ailuros said. He stood at King Daric’s right hand, robed in black. “We will win, Ailuros,” he said uncertainly. “Is that a question, your Majesty? Do you doubt the power of my master?” “I doubt everything now.” King Daric sighed, and he seemed to will himself to stay upright, not to slouch and slide off the throne onto the floor, into the rug, where it was warm and sometimes light. “Ailuros, what of Joy?” “She has been kept prisoner, just as you commanded.” “I gave that command?” King Daric said wearily. He had, most likely. She was inconsequential in the workings of nations, and the nations of Sankria and Corneria consumed King Daric’s thoughts. Joy was inconsequential and dangerous. “You did, your Majesty. I carried it out personally.” “Put her on the front lines, then, Ailuros.” King Daric turned to look up at Ailuros. “The front lines. She’ll cry and say she was never meant for war, that her only purpose is love….” King Daric ran his hand over his face. “If she lives, Ailuros, if she lives, I’ll marry her.” “Most interesting, your Majesty. A trial by fire to prove her innocence.” “By fire, death, and light,” King Daric said softly. “Can anything survive that?” “Something always survives, your Majesty. What is strong, what is powerful.” “And Joy?” King Daric asked desperately. He didn’t know why he cared, now. He had danced once upon a time. He had danced, but the old things had passed away. They had passed away. “Go.” “As you wish, your Majesty.” Ailuros bowed and left silently. King Daric sat alone, staring at the room, at no particular part, but the whole of it, the darkness seared by the light. No, he thought, it was tattered patches of light eaten by darkness. He had a devil on his right shoulder, but where was the angel? Gone. It had left. It had left. Daric chuckled. * * * * * The sun was setting too slowly. At least when night came, the stars came. Yumina remembered how the stars used to calm her, steady her thoughts. Now, though, now…they were sad also, twinkling, weeping. Joy loved the stars. Yumina thought maybe if she had been human…maybe she would have loved Joy. Thirty-one. Yumina remembered Sankria’s army march from the capital, soldiers and initiates and priests in red and white and black. They had marched dutifully, driven, but there were no drums or trumpets. Only silence and feet moving in time to their destination. Thirty-two. The two armies occupied two hills and between stood a plain of green and gold, rich farmland. It was flat, with few obstacles. It was perfect for a massacre. Each army slept lightly, alert, and in the morning, they descended onto the plain. Yumina had never been able to make sense of battle. It was disjointed and chaotic, like mixed-up flashes of memory, theme and variations of the same situation. It was like looking at the entire tapestry through jumbled close-ups. Thirty-three. A ball of fire crashed against a Cornerian soldier like a wave of water. The soldier, blackened, burned within his superheated armor. His glowing sword struck a Sankrian initiate, searing his innards. Both must have died. Yumina did not watch long enough to see. A thick fog, like black smoke seeping from the ground, covered the battlefield. The armies stumbled ahead blindly, and swords drank the blood of friends as often as the blood of enemies. Joy stood, shaking, already wounded. An arrow stuck in her leg. She refused to look down. Beliel darted about the field, eagerly watching intense melees, men and women struck unexpectantly, swarms of shadow darts, streams of silver moonlight burning tunnels through the smoke. Beliel watched the deaths and the struggles, but his eyes were always darting, looking for something new, something special. Thirty-four. Yumina appeared to Joy in the smoke. She preferred more subtle manipulations, influences on the conscience, the mind, the heart, but certain situations required a more direct approach. And... and if anyone deserved a vision of Yumina, Joy did. Joy was once a commoner, unconcerned with the fate of princes and nations. Yumina had involved her. "Run, Joy!" Yumina said. Her voice was calm, calm and terrible in the chaos about them. To the side, just out of sight, light flashed, like lightning, and something crashed to the ground without a scream. "Turn and run. Find Daric if you can and run!" "I can't," Joy whimpered. She shook her head and continued wiping tears from her eyes. They would not stop. "I can't." She looked up, desperate, vulnerable, an innocent sentenced to death. Yumina had not seen that look since...since Joy had plunged a knife into Daric. "I'm scared, scared, so scared. Help me, please." Joy ran, limping, toward Yumina. Thirty-five. The Silver Lady appeared upon a hilltop. She watched the battle below silently, a shifting collection of red and black and gray and white. She allowed herself a small smile, a slight movement of the lips. She preferred staying hidden, but for this-for her revenge on Yumina-she had made an exception. Beliel was interfering, but Yumina would lose in any case. Beliel could be dealt with later. "Hello, my Lady." The Silver Lady tried to flit away, to travel through space somewhere else, but Beliel's hand was on her wrist and his firm, cold grip refused to let her go. "Yumina has more power than I do, so she can escape me whenever she wishes, but you? Oh, my dear Lady, my hand is strong. You'll soon find that out." Thirty-six. Joy grasped Yumina, wrapped her arms around Yumina's body, and trembled like a frightened child. Yumina was not truly there, not in the same way humans were to other humans. She was solid, but there was no warmth to her body, none of that undefinable, yet unquestionably real sense of comfort that the touch of another human can give. Joy looked up, her gray eyes as empty as ghosts. "Who are you?" Yumina could not answer for a moment. She did not know how. "A specter of the past. A fading memory." Joy nodded, as if it made sense. Maybe in this world of screams and fire and smoke, it did make sense. "I thought...." She gulped breaths as she tried to speak. "I thought maybe you were my star." A column of searing light rushed though the cloud. It passed through Yumina, through Joy, and traveled onward. It did not touch Yumina; it could not. It passed through Joy as fire over a leaf. Insubstantial, like dust, like ash, Joy collapsed to the ground. She was dead. Thirty-seven. Night had nearly fallen. No, the night did not fall, Yumina thought, the sun did. The moans of the dying still muttered incoherently in her ears. Beliel continued whipping the Silver Lady. And she, Yumina, the greatest Fate on the planet, still dwelled on the past. She had given up the battle when Joy died. Daric had given himself to Beliel. Kindar and Phair had no power. There was no one who could pull Sankria from the ashes. Joy might have, somehow. She could have changed Daric, as Yumina could not. When she saw Joy lying there on the ground, in her memory she saw Ilysa as well, as she used to see Ilysa, when this all began. When the fields of death still brought her human-like pain. Thirty-eight. Ilysa was important somehow. Yumina had thought that once, and it must still be true. Her World-Tree, the essence of her being, held those colors and aspects no other did. But what to do? It had all been done. Meaningless, every plot and plan was meaningless. Yumina laughed suddenly. Beliel looked over at her, but said nothing. There was one thing she had never tried, that, as far as she knew, no one had ever tried. She wasn't even sure it could be done but...she had nothing else left. The sun was nearly gone. She had one last chance before death took her. Thirty-nine. She disappeared and tried again. TO BE CONTINUED....