As the sun finally rose over the edge of the swamp, the red- haired woman sluggishly blinked her eyes open once more. She always hated having the last watch, and her companion knew that, but it had to work out that way sometimes. There was just something, she mused, about seeing a dawn that was unnatural. People like her should be allowed to get as much beauty rest as they could, and while the sunrise was pretty, it wasn't the same. She got up from the tree she had been sitting next to, and stretched, grimacing as her aching muscles worked themselves back into travelling shape. It wasn't as if they had done too much yesterday, but the months had taken their toll. She reached to her face, and fingered a scar that ran from her earlobe to just next to her left eye. Yes, quite a toll indeed. Once she felt she was back in moving order, she went over to where he lay, still fast asleep. He was really quite pretty, she thought, when he was asleep. This part of the watch wasn't one she minded. Seeing him lying there, his silver hair unbound and billowing around his face... it was very calming. It made her feel close to him, in a sisterly way. And of course, that wasn't the only fun part of having the last part of the watch. Waking him up for the day was always fun. It let her exercise some of her creativity. Now, how best to do it today? She walked over to her bedroll, and rummaged in one of her bags until she found an apple jack. It wasn't very big, but it would be more than enough to serve her purpose. She went back over to the sleeping man and tensed herself. "Wake up! C'mon, wake up now! They're coming for us!" she hissed loudly. As he stirred slightly, she dropped the apple on his chest. He awoke with a soft curse, reaching to his right for a weapon, before he heard the laughing. It was a softer sound than usual, because of where they were, but he knew who it was immediately. "Twix!" he growled. "How many times are you going to do that? I've told you before, you can just wake me up. You don't have to make a scene. Believe me, this isn't the best way to start the day." He rubbed his bare chest where the apple had landed. The other Twix laughed again, and stood up. "Come on, brother, you know that's just not as fun. It's good to see your tense face in the morning." She grinned down at him. "Especially because there's no reason for it." She giggled as he took a half- hearted swipe at her, and bounced away. He scowled, and made moves to get up. He fumbled his shirt out of his bag, and put it on, feeling the small tear on the sleeve. Hmmm. Have to fix that, he thought. No one will take us seriously if we don't have style. He put his hair back into his usual ponytail, and looked over to his sister. "Anything interesting happen last night on your watch?" She shook her head. "Nah, all they did was talk a lot. I swear, after I heard that story yet again, I half expected Krackel to come out of the bushes, commandeer the carret, and tell his side of things." The male Twix chuckled, and straightened out his vest. "You mean it wasn't just Yumi?" "Nah, they all did. Interesting, though. They talk louder than they should at night. It's not like they know who could be around." He nodded, and walked over to her. He favored his right leg slightly, but he moved quickly across the small camp all the same. "Well, it is a swamp. An empty one, as far as they know. Maybe they were less cautious than usual." He looked down at his feet. "It's not like we're going to try to kill them now, anyway. We don't count." She patted him on the shoulder. "But we will again, brother. Very soon." He nodded, and looked up at her before turning his gaze down on the camp. "So, think it's time to go say hello?" She snorted. "Come on, Twix. You should know better." She watched as the green Warrior Priestess woke the other two up. "We need to make a proper entrance." >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< The Starburst Crystal Created by Ardweden Chapter 35: Sweet Returns by Capfox >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< Kyouji rubbed his right shoulder as he got up. Usually, when one of them woke the others in the morning, it was by talking, or shaking them gently. Tsugiko, however, had opted for the punching method today. Kyouji stretched, wincing at the pain in his shoulder before it subsided. He headed over to the middle of the small campsite, where Yumi was looking through their food supplies in search of something to make for breakfast. She glanced up as he came over, and gave him a quick smile. "Good morning, Kyouji. Sleep well?" He nodded. "Yeah, just fine. Both parts of the night went well. Actually, I feel a lot better all around this morning. Talking to Kit Kat helped." He shook his head in amazement. "I can't believe the little furball came in handy." Yumi laughed, and went back to searching. "Well, talking to Kit Kat usually does help. He's a good listener. What did you talk about?" Kyouji blushed slightly, and looked out towards the woods. "Um, nothing really. Just the battle. Nothing important." He shifted his cape, and hunched down. "So, what's in there today? Something we can have hot? I'm not in the mood for anything cold." "Well, there's some cured meat. It's green, but I think that means it's still OK. We can cook that. Oh, and these vegetables. We deserve something big today." Yumi pulled them out, and a brief look of pain crossed her face. She grunted, then laid out the food next to the pan. Kyouji gave her a sympathetic look. "You too?" Yumi looked up quickly, brushing some hair away from her face. "What?" He gestured towards her shoulder. "You know. Did Tsugiko wake you up with more force than usual?" Yumi looked down, busying herself with preparing the food. "Yeah, she did. It wasn't a punch, really. It was just a pretty hard tap. And I'm sure she didn't realize that she was doing it that hard." Kyouji smiled ruefully. "Yeah, I'm sure she didn't. She wouldn't want to hurt you." He reached out and rested his hand on her shoulder. "Even so, are you OK? I know she can hit pretty hard." Yumi raised her eyes, gazing into Kyouji's face with an adoring expression. "Yeah, I'm fine. I'm a bit sore, but that's all right. Thanks for caring." Kyouji blinked, and turned his gaze towards the swamp. "Yeah, no problem. Just being friendly. I have to worry about you two." "I know. And you're a champion worrier. That's part of why I love you." Kyouji swiftly turned back to Yumi, and blanched slightly at her loving look. "Listen, Yumi..." "Well, isn't this a lovely scene!" Tsugiko said as she approached from the woods, a small bundle of firewood in her arms. "Please, don't let me stop you." She stalked across the camp, threw the wood by them with a clatter, and then stood, arms at her side, glaring at the two others. Kyouji hastily removed his hand from Yumi's shoulder, and stood, facing Tsugiko with a guilty look on his face. "Good morning, Tsugiko. Thanks for getting the firewood. And, um... that wasn't what it looked like. I was just asking her about her shoulder." He self-consciously rubbed at his own shoulder. Yumi set about laying the firewood out. "Really, Tsugiko, he did just ask about me. Now, are you all right with some grilled meat and vegetables, or should we try to find something else?" Tsugiko didn't move her eyes off of Kyouji. "Yeah, sure. Whatever we have is fine. I can trust you to make it, right?" The pink-clad priestess ignored the tone in her friend's voice, and nodded brightly. "Sure, just the way you want it. I know what you like." She beamed at Tsugiko. Tsugiko glowered at that phrasing, before spinning on her heel and heading back to her bedroll. "Exactly, Yumi. So just tell me when it's ready, OK?" The cooking time passed in uneasy silence. The presence of Tsugiko, even not by the pan, didn't make for free and easy conversation. Kyouji helped Yumi slice the meat and vegetables, and portion them out, but the only communication was through gestures. Once in a while, one of them would shoot a glance towards the brooding priestess, but she hadn't moved from her seat, glaring off into the woods from whence she had come. Soon enough, the smell of cooked meat and hot vegetables filled the clearing. Kit Kat wandered over, and lay down next to the fire, looking expectantly up for food. Yumi laughed softly, and gave him a small amount of her food before passing a plate to Kyouji. She looked over at the other girl, and called out, "Tsugiko? It's ready." Tsugiko got up, brushed off her fuku, and stomped over to the fire. She grabbed her plate from Yumi, and started devouring the food. "It's pretty good," she said grudgingly. Yumi smiled at the compliment, and dug into her food, albeit more slowly. It was nice to have a quiet moment with the two of them, even if Tsugiko was mad, she reflected. She mentally made a note to ask her later, when they had time. Tsugiko set her plate down, and looked past the other two towards the swamp. "All right. What now?" Yumi glanced over at Kyouji, then said, "Well, we got the shard from the swamp, so we don't have much left to do here." She reached down and scratched the full and sleeping carret behind the ears. "So, what do you say, Kit Kat? Where are we off to now?" she asked cheerfully. The carret opened one eye, and said, "Kaaa." He licked out his whiskers, then closed the eye again. Kyouji groaned, and poked at their guide. "Come on, get up, furball. We need to get going, and you're the only one who knows where. So stop being lazy, and get us to the next shard. Be useful, for once." "Gika," came the reply. The small animal didn't even bother opening his eyes. He settled down even further, and slept quietly. Tsugiko glared at him. "Great. He's so much help. How are we going to get anywhere with him like that?" She made a move as if to roll the carret over, but stopped as she heard a noise behind her. A familiar smug male voice intoned, "Perhaps we can be of help, then." As one, the three of them turned to look at the newcomers. They looked a bit worse for wear; their clothes were a bit more ragged, no longer the sharp grey and blue that they had been. The woman's face had a broad scar near her eye, and the man limped a bit as the two moved further into the clearing. They looked harder, leaner. "It's been a while, Warrior Priestesses, Knight Protector. I'm sure you've missed us," the woman said in an amused tone. Tsugiko swore under her breath, and moved her hand to her hammer. She gave them a tired glare before saying, "Great. Twix, Twix. The day just keeps getting better." >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< Rollo walked quietly through the back hallways of Wintergreen's mansion. The Dark Queen wanted everything done for her, all the time. Rollo fumed, yet again. If she's so powerful, why isn't she willing even to walk around by herself? Does she really need an attendant? She turned the corner that led to her meager room. Her brother had protested a few times that his status and her own should be enough that a larger living space was in order. But Wintergreen had decided that leaving her with the rest of the servants would keep her humble. Know your place, she said. Be happy just to wait on me. Like she really could be. Sometimes she thought that the illness was better than this. At least that wasn't demeaning. She opened the door to her room, and turned to lock it again. She rested her head against it, trying to relax and take her mind off the day. "Have a hard day, sister?" a familiar voice said from the corner. Rollo twirled quickly, and saw her brother leaning against the wall near her closet, in the left-hand corner of the room. His face wore the smile that it usually did when they were along. "Krackel! I thought you were still out at that swamp." "Yes, well, the business there is done." He grimaced, and Rollo blinked. It wasn't often her brother became upset over his work. "Please, Krackel, sit down. Tell me, what happened? Was it worse than usual?" She eyed him critically. "You don't look hurt. You're not hurt, are you?" He sat down, waited for her to sit next to him, and shook his head. "No, I'm fine." He took a deep breath, and continued, "However, many of my men died. Fine, good men that only perished because Wintergreen's man didn't have all the information he should have." Rollo looked down at her lap. She knew what her brother did, of course, but she hated to hear of the deaths it entailed, whether it was on the opposing side or Wintergreen's. She hesitated, then laid a hand on Krackel's leg. "It wasn't your fault. It's still a tragedy, but you shouldn't blame yourself." "I'm not, believe me. I didn't create a giant snake that could have killed us all." He paused, and looked down at her, taking her hands in his. "Rollo, there's something else. It's important that we agree on this." "What is it?" "On that last mission, I didn't really follow Wintergreen's orders. She told me to give the Crystal Warriors a fake shard, and take the real one back with me. I very nearly did, but in the end, I couldn't. I've furthered her plans enough. I brought back the crystal fake that she gave me, but I tricked the seeker into thinking I have the real one." Rollo widened her eyes. "Brother, if you disobey her, she'll kill you. And me," she added as an afterthought. "I know. But there has to be a way to get out of all of this. I've bought us some time, and I can stall. For all I know, the Dark Queen may send me out again, as long as I can keep her from requesting the shard. It can be misplaced, lost, kept secret by me. But eventually, she will find out, and you need to be gone when she does." "And what of you? You want to be here when she does?" she asked fearfully. "After all this, I want to be with you. We don't have any other family left." He smiled thinly. "No, I don't want to be here any more than you do. Truly, I don't. But I might be able to handle her long enough to escape. Maybe, anyway. You couldn't." He squeezed her hands gently. "And I could never do that to you." "I know. But Krackel, what can we do? I'm stuck here. I've been stuck here for months, and nothing we could think of has been able to get me free. You remember that one time I tried to escape?" She looked down and shuddered. "I thought she was going to kill me." "She couldn't, and keep me in her troops." He frowned. "There's only one way out I can think of, and I need you to agree to it. I could approach the Crystal Warriors, and ask for their help. At the least, I know the pink one liked you. "The problem is, I haven't given them any reason to trust me. Giving them the shard, that's a first step, but I don't know if it's enough. I'll have to take it slowly, but I want to go over to their side. As far as I can tell, they're the only ones who would be able to break you out of here without getting killed. With me helping them, it would be simple." His frown deepened. "Perhaps not simple, but between the four of us, we could manage." "You want to rely on your enemies for help?" Rollo said incredulously. "I don't see another way!" Krackel thudded his fist on the bed, causing it to shake mightily. His voice shook as he continued, "I'm not strong enough to do it on my own. I'll try to play both sides. Get them to trust me without letting Wintergreen find out. But she will. I need to act quickly. Asking them is dangerous for us both; if Wintergreen thinks I'm against her, there is no reason to keep you alive." Rollo got up and knelt before him. He quivered lightly at her touch on his arm. "Fine, then. If that's what you think is our best shot, then let's do it. I want out as much as you do. Do your best, Krackel." He looked up at her, hope etched on his face. "And I'll do mine." >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< "What, no fond greetings? We didn't part on such bad terms, after all," said the silver-haired Twix. "Almost friendly, you might say. And we're not on such opposing sides anymore, if you remember. Or did you think that Wintergreen had just decided to no longer send us against you?" Yumi got up, her hands clasped in front of her. "Of course we remember. You really helped us out when Kyouji had that curse on him. Without you, he would've..." She trailed off, and bit her lip. "Anyway, we know you're not our enemies." Tsugiko sighed. "Yumi, we don't know they're not our enemies. Just because they're not working for Wintergreen right now doesn't mean that they're on our side. Not everything is so black and white." She eyed the summoner pair. "And somehow, I don't really think that them turning up right next to this swamp is a coincidence. It's not prime real estate." The female Twix nodded. "Right, we didn't just come here for vacation. But things haven't been the easiest for us, either." She waved a hand at her brother. "Life's painful, all around. Even for us. We can get along, though." She waved her hands theatrically. "No weapons, no summoning. We're just here to talk." She sounded less smug than usual. Yumi glanced at Kyouji, who nodded and mouthed, "No danger." She looked over at the still-scowling Tsugiko, who untensed ever so slightly, but didn't move her hand off of her hammer. Yumi took that as acquiescence, and nodded to the Twixes. "All right. We trust you. What do you want to talk about?" Her inner hostess took over. "Do you want something to eat? It's not much, but it's hot." The two of them made their way over to the fire, slowly, compensating for Twix's limp. They settled down, and the male Twix sniffed at the air. "No thanks, we already ate." He sniffed again. "I'm not sure we'd want that, in any case," he continued. Yumi blushed, and ate another forkful. "It's pretty good. But if you don't want any, you don't have to have any." Kyouji reached in and served himself another helping. "Right. More for me. Man, I can't believe how hungry I am." The red-haired Twix smirked. "Yes, all of that getting beaten around yesterday must have been very tiring." Kyouji glared balefully at the woman. "Beating the giant snake was tiring. Getting beaten around doesn't bother me much anymore." Her smirk faltered. "You beat the Jawbreaker? You must've gotten a lot stronger since we last met." Kyouji bucked up, and smiled at her. "Yeah, maybe I have. Thanks for --" Tsugiko put a hand out, cutting Kyouji off. She fixed the summoners with a narrow-eyed glare. "That's something I've been wondering about. That snake had to have been new. Those Ranchers wouldn't have been like that if they'd known it was there." She waved dismissively. "Don't get me wrong, I don't mind much that slaver lizards went down, but they were too strong to not have any defenses against something that could've eaten its way through their entire village. "So, it had to be new. And it didn't seem to me that Krackel and his soldiers brought it, because they seemed as surprised as the Ranchers were." A quick frown passed over her face. "Well, maybe not as surprised. Some of them did survive, after all. But something that seeker guy said stuck. How come it was there if he knew the swamp so well? Someone must have put it in there since the last time he was around. "And there's a certain pair of people who go around leaving large creatures around the planet like so much trash." She clasped her hands harder around her hammer. "Tell me, that snake was yours, wasn't it?" The Twixes exchanged a quick glance, then the male Twix looked resolutely back. "Yes, it was. We've gotten a lot better since the last time you saw us." He took his sister's hand in his and squeezed it. "We've had to." Tsugiko quirked an eyebrow at him. "You had to. You had to leave a giant killer snake in the middle of a swamp." Twix started to speak, but was stopped by his sister. "Yes. Yes, we have to. Don't be so quick to judge us, Tsugiko. You don't know what we've been through." Kyouji stepped forward, in front of Tsugiko. "Right. So, why don't you tell us what you've been through. Because I can say that I really didn't like that snake." Yumi nodded, and turned to gaze at the pair. Twix ran a hand through her red hair, and sighed. "You want us to relive all that just so you can feel safe?" Kyouji nodded. "Yeah. If you're not going to, maybe you should leave." She looked at him coolly, and sighed again. "All right. Fine. You remember how we were when we left you, after you went off with my brother and got the Crystal Ice. We couldn't go back to Wintergreen. We weren't exactly in her good graces by that point. In fact, if we'd tried, she'd probably have killed us. That's what we thought, anyway. And it certainly bore up on the evidence. "It's not too hard for us to make our way through Mars. It takes a lot to slow us down. We also have a lot to offer any place where we stay." She shook her head at Tsugiko's disbelieving look. "Yes, we do. We're not all monsters and tricks, you know. We may not be great healers, or great geomancers, but we know enough to help out a small village." Her brother took up the story. "So that's where we tried to go first. There was a place, near Queen Licorice's old domain, that we had visited a few times while we were serving Wintergreen. It was a nice little village, and we got along with the people who lived there well enough. We used to help them out, do little things. Summoned a little creature to eat up their vermin. Anyway, we got along with them. "So, we headed over there. The army is more spread out than you'd think; once you're in Wintergreen's territory, there isn't much there. And we had no problems breaking the lines and getting in. We had settled down pretty safely, just a little town's humble sorcerors." He smiled thinly. "A far cry from the recognition we had, but we were alive." "Right," Tsugiko said. "Want to get to the part with the giant reptiles and mass murder? Because that's what I'm wondering about." The female Twix glared at her. "Hold on. We'll get there. You won't understand the ending without the beginning and middle. So, there we were. It was pretty nice there. We had only stayed there about a month and a half when the troops came." She shuddered, and her brother squeezed her hand gently. "I suppose it was too easy, thinking that living in the Dark Queen's domain, she wouldn't notice us. Somehow, she found out we were there. And she sent in a platoon of elite troops. They were to make an *example* of us. That no matter how powerful you may be, you couldn't stand before her. That no betrayal would be allowed. "The troops stampeded through the village, and tore it to pieces. The houses..." she faltered, and her brother continued. "The houses, with the people locked inside, they burned. No one was to keep us, shelter us. And they took us on, too. But we summoned monster after monster, and when five were on the scene, we ran. Unscathed, that time. It was easy enough to get into the woods." Yumi gulped, and blinked back a tear. "So they all died?" He nodded sadly. "Yes, I'm sure of it. They made a point of leaving no survivors. And there was nothing we could do. But after that, we didn't want to hang around in the villages anymore. Dealing with all our friends, putting them in the same danger as us, we couldn't do it. From then on, we stuck to the forests. Living there, it's harsh, but we managed. "We wandered around, making sure we never spent too much time in any place. After a couple of weeks, we made it out of Wintergreen's lands, again with no problems." He snorted. "She should hire better border guards. But it was easier to live outside her area than in. "After another couple of weeks, though, we ran into a patrol. We picked up our packs and tried to flee the area, but before we could really escape, another group of elite troops showed up. There was nothing to do but challenge them, and they were good. We performed our best summons, but they still injured us. That's where I got my limp, and my sister got her scar." Twix ran a finger absent-mindedly over her cheek. "But, of course, we won. Just because they were good doesn't mean they could beat us. An inconvenience, true. We knew then, though, that we really needed to get out of the area. Away from anywhere where Wintergreen could catch us. And we knew the best place for that. "All magic users on this world hear the tales of the Taffy Swamp when they're taught their first spells. It's the best example of a place where your magic won't work, and we were always warned early on about it. If you rely on sorcery, you need to know where you can't use it." Kyouji nodded. "Right, if you're going to be disarmed, you want to know where." The female Twix nodded emphatically. "Exactly. But for us, we knew that was the place where we were least likely to be spotted. Wintergreen can't see in here, and we can manage fine without our magic. So we started walking here. "It took us the better part of two months to get here. On the way, we heard a rumor that there was a shard in the swamp. With that, we formed a new plan. If we got a shard, we'd be in a position to bargain, or at least in a stronger position than where we were then. Especially if we could get it and hide it. We started to run for the swamp. Every day we travelled hard. It was tiring, but we had a reward in mind: a return to our position of renown." Her brother nodded, his eyes glinting. "We had to get here before anyone else did. We showed up here a couple days ago. But as we got in, we noticed the signs. There were Ranchers here, and there was no way we'd be able to get past them, either to get the shard or even just to stay. We'd encountered them before in our travels, and they're such nasty little folk." Tsugiko smirked. "Yeah, we know." The Twixes looked at her, and the male one continued. "Well. We've been practicing our summons while we've been travelling; it's one way to pass the time. So we went outside the swamp, and summoned a Jawbreaker." He preened, his face glowing with pride. "Those are some of the hardest creatures to summon, and we did it. Only, once it went into the swamp, we lost control of it." His sister shrugged. "At first, it did what we wanted anyway. It got rid of the Ranchers, and gave us a path in. But we didn't have a way to get past it. A bit of a flaw in the plan. But then Krackel showed up, and you three. You know the rest. All we could do to help ourselves stay alive, to get back to where we were in life. All we ever wanted was renown. And failing that, a happy life. We could've had that here, but now..." She shuddered again. "Staying in a swamp full of rotting ranchers isn't the best life I can think of." Her brother nodded. "So, instead, we're like you. We're looking for the Starburst Crystal shards. Of course, we're better; we'll find the others easily. We don't want to fight you; you can keep yours. But that's our ticket, our bargaining chip." He raised a hand to his chin. "Come to think of it, if you die, we're out of a position." He flashed them a quick grin. "So we're rooting for you, in our own way." Tsugiko leveled a glare at them. "The reason you had to unleash an uncontrollable giant snake is that you thought you needed more power? Really. Thanks, but I don't think I'm inclined to forgive you." The silver-haired Twix looked back. "We don't need your forgiveness. We don't need your help. In fact, we only need hers." He turned to look at Yumi. "And we'll be giving back something. A trade." "What is it?" Yumi asked curiously. "It would be easier for us to get around if my leg didn't have this limp to it. It hurts at the end of each day. If you heal it --" and here the red-haired Twix cleared her throat. The man rolled his eyes, and continued, "and my sister's scar, then we'll tell you where the next shard is. It's more than your guide will do for you right now." Yumi hesitated. "Well, it won't work in here. We need to get farther away for my magic to have any effect." Tsugiko looked around at the other four disbelievingly. "You're not actually considering this, are you? They nearly killed us! And you're going to heal them? Are you nuts?" "Tsugiko-chan, please. They didn't mean to, and they did help Kyouji before. If they want to give us information, I'll heal them." She essayed a tentative smile. "No one should have to be in pain. They'll be helping us. If they get a shard, it's way better than Wintergreen getting it. Maybe they'll give it to us, to help beat her. Right?" The Twix's eyes glittered. "Maybe," the male one said. "Fine. And *maybe* I'll hammer the two of them right out of our camp," Tsugiko muttered. "I can go heal you, now," Yumi said to the Twixes. "I don't believe this! They tried to kill us before, they do it now, they admit they're not on our side, and still!" Tsugiko scowled, then spun on her heel, and stalked out of the clearing. Kyouji's shoulders slumped, and he grimaced. "All right, Yumi. Go help them, and get the info." He nudged the carret with his toe, causing an annoyed "Gika," and sighed. "I'll go after Tsugiko." >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< The branches whipped at Tsugiko's arms as she ran through the woods. She could feel a couple of welts rising on them, but she didn't care. It was more important to get away from the campsite, away from all of them. Between her companions and her former enemies, she had quite enough of people for just now. She had walked out of the clearing, but the further she moved out of their sight, the faster she went. She tripped over a tree root, stumbling and catching herself up against a tree. She felt the bark scratch up her arms. This was a good enough place to stop. She had to have moved pretty far away. Tsugiko's thoughts flowed angrily through her. Damn them! Yumi with her forgiving nature. Just going and helping out the Twixes like they had earned a favor from her. They nearly killed her beloved Kyouji, but that's just bygones. No problems there. And there was the boy, too, Tsugiko stopped. He didn't exactly say anything to discourage Yumi. No, he just stood there like Yumi's attendant. Of course he wasn't going to contradict her. Their love was too strong for disagreements like those. She clenched her fists, and tried to quiet her thoughts. Running off was only a temporary solution. She needed more control. Enough to head back, anyway. But not for a bit; make them worry a bit. She snorted. Depriving them of her presence wasn't the worst punishment they could get. She tensed as she started to hear noises heading towards her. Instinctively, she reached back for her hammer. She unholstered it, and stood at the ready, facing towards the sounds. After a couple minutes, Kyouji stumbled into view. He tripped over the same root she had, Tsugiko noted with bleak amusement. Some trees are just trickier than others. He looked up at her sheepishly. "Not as smooth as I'd hoped. Tsugiko, come back, please. They're probably already gone. It's not like setting a leg right or removing a scar is going to turn the balance of power here. Yumi just wants to help, and help us, too." Tsugiko glared at him. "Right, she just wants to help. And you're siding with her because you think it's in our best interests? Or just in your own?" Kyouji blinked. "Well, mine too, sure. I'm one of us, after all. What helps all of us helps me, too." Tsugiko rolled her eyes. "And of course, it has nothing to do with any other reasons. Nothing to do with your relationship with her." Kyouji frowned, and stepped towards her with his hand out. "Tsugiko, what's wrong? You know there isn't anything else. We're in this together, all three of us." "Some of us more together than others." He slapped his hand down to his side. "Fine. Tsugiko, trust me, tell me what's going on. I want to know." He grinned at her. "Maybe I can help. But you need to tell me." His smile faltered a bit as she stayed silent. "If it's easier for you to just hit me, you can do that. Everything else on the planet does. Just... letting it out helps." Tsugiko looked at him hotly, her hands itching to take him up on his offer. She fought down the impulse to smack him. This was her chance to tell him. He seemed earnest enough. Maybe he was right. Hitting him would only make her feel better for a little while, anyway. Kyouji's shoulders fell. She'd been quiet for a couple minutes now. He found himself wishing she'd whack him, just to see her do something. She wasn't usually so still. Her hammer slipped from her fingers with a thump, and Kyouji started. She glanced up at him, then off into the woods to his left. "All right," she said slowly. "I'll tell you. Don't interrupt me, though." Kyouji nodded, and smiled reassuringly at her. "Great. Just talk, I'll listen." She nodded, and looked back at him speculatively. "You know, when I first met you, I thought you were really nice. You seemed interested in me. First time a guy ever was like that. I guess that was the first time I thought about it. But it didn't last long, and then we ended up here. You, me and her." Her voice turned thoughtful. "Even from the beginning, I should've known. It was easy enough to deny it all, though. We rushed around all over, on our big powerful quest, and I could try not to think about it. Or even delude myself a bit, in my weaker moments. "Shard after shard, we went around. You got hurt, I got hurt, everyone got hurt. Wherever we went, there was pain. But we stuck to it. And the more I dealt with you, the less I could tell myself that things weren't as I thought." Kyouji looked on, a perplexed look on his face, and her voice became more urgent. "I should've known, there's always a limited window. Especially with her around. I know she means well, but that never helps when you're in the heat of the moment. "Mars itself, it's not a bad place to save. I like it here. Partly because of you. You're always so hard on yourself, but you try. You told me before, on the way to the Heaths', that you admired my nobility." She snorted. "Well, for all its many failures, I like yours." A tone of anger started to creep into her voice. "You're really quite the guy, Kyouji. Always around to try to help. But you couldn't just pick, could you? You left both of us in the wind, then that little red tramp showed up, and you couldn't get rid of her. Bask in the limelight of all that love. Does it remind you of home? I bet you were quite the ladies' man there, too. "But here, wherever we go, there's someone who wants you. It couldn't have been that nice there. And through it all, I still felt the same. I kept thinking, maybe, maybe. Right. You'd get it together, you'd figure it out. Someone would finally take me over her. Her voice broke, and she stopped for a moment to recover. Kyouji reached a hand out towards her, but she waved it off. She sounded angrier now. "No. See, and then there was that little conversation we had on our way into the mountains. I know, I know I was harsh. But you didn't have to just run off and take her! You know what that feels like? Probably not. It's like getting passed over for something you wanted, yet again. Like always. Except here, it's something you wanted more than anything you could think of. "And you had to have known! How could you not have known about me? Yumi, in all her wisdom, had to have figured it out at some point. And she's just the kind to tell you." Her face twisted. "Not that she'd let it stop her. But you did, you had to know. And you still went off and told her that. Took her. Still." Her face softened, and tears were forming in her eyes. Kyouji again reached towards her, saying, "Tsugiko, please –" She slapped his hand away. "Shut up! You, you took me down without trying. And I never even got to say it. Even after you told me how you felt about me, I didn't." Her voice trembled, and the tears started rolling down her cheeks. "Well, you know what? I loved you, you bastard. Just like you *said* you loved me. See how far that got me, your love. I can't believe I believed you. I can't believe I let myself think I ever had a chance. It's all the same in the end, for me. Always." She sniffed, pulled a hand across her face. Her tears smeared across her cheeks. She bent quickly, scooped up her hammer, and walked off past him. Kyouji stood there, stunned, his hands clenching and unclenching. Finally, he said, "Um. What?" >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< >o< Yumi walked around in the clearing, tying up the rest of the camp. The Twixes had headed off with a smile after she healed them. She got the information from them, too. All she had to do now was wait. She absent-mindedly scooped up Kit Kat, and pet the sleeping carret as she tidied up. She heard the noises coming from the woods and turned to greet her friends. She stopped short, however, when she saw Tsugiko. Her eyes were red, and she held her hammer in her hands. Her eyes flashed as she looked at Yumi. "So where are we going? The Twixes told you, right?" Yumi blinked. "Yeah. The next one is in Guylian. Kit Kat can help us once we get closer." She cocked her head, looking at the other girl, her cheerfulness rallying. "They were actually quite nice people, Tsugiko. You shouldn't judge them too badly. They've had a hard time, too." Tsugiko opened her mouth to argue, but then closed it, a tired look suddenly on her face. "Right. I'm sure they were. Let's get going." "Without Kyouji? Hey, did he find you? He went into the woods to go get you." Tsugiko laughed, a bitter edge to the sound. "Yeah, he found me. He'll be back soon." "Tsugiko, is there anything wrong? You almost look like you've been crying," Yumi said worriedly. The green-clad girl turned away from her companion. "No, I'm fine. Really." Yumi started to ask again, but Kyouji wandered out of the woods then, a puzzled look on his face. He looked from Yumi to Tsugiko, and back again. Without looking at either of them, Tsugiko said, "Great. We're all here. Let's get going to this Guylian. I want out of this swamp." She holstered her hammer, put on her pack, and walked off. The other two, exchanging curious glances, picked up their things and followed. Author's Notes: Yet again, my longest part. It's like a trend, or something. Another trend is that this is the second consecutive part to be produced (mostly) in Saskatoon. Can't say that for many pairs of Impro parts. Fun, fun, fun. Honestly, I really do like this series. Healthy, and strong and moving. Thanks to Nicolas and Ard for the prereading. Can you believe this is the first part of mine that I've had those things for? Strange, that. So! Another time I've managed to do everything I've wanted in a part, and I think it worked out OK. A bit touch and go, and I certainly worried about a lot of this, but I think it worked out OK. Of course, I'd really like to know what you all think, so drop me some comments and such. Any way around, whatever you think. ^_^ Capfox tsuwabuki@utena.org 1/25/02